Stupid Choices

I look back sometimes and think.... Boy,this is one time I really screwed up ..I'm sure I could have convinced the 'powers that decide' that I was still too 'mental' to be released.......I had it made where I was and yet I made the foolish choice to run........

I don't know if I thought I was invincible or just thought nothing worse could happen to me...But here I was throwing myself back into the world of 'the runaway'......A world that had already proven to me that it could be cruel..........Yet.........Forgetting the horrors of it....... I ran.......Choosing the unknown over the known........

I WAS NOT going back home.