*Footnote

Is there a difference between defending someones' reason for doing things and making excuses? Since the 'Summer of Europe' , I have only had contact with my adopted brother once, and yet I still feel a need to put rhyme to the reason of his actions.
I know that he had his own 'devils' to contend with. He had years with 'Mother' before I was adopted and I don't know what he had to endure. I was probably just a byproduct of his own tortured life. Who knows.

Do I forgive him??....... yes....

I pray everyday that I was the only one.....

and knowing in my heart that I wasn't ....

I pray everyday.